Bitches. It's a very male-chauvinist word. I resent it deeply. A person who's a bitch would seem to be mean for no reason. I'm not a mean person. Maybe I'm rude without being aware of it - that's possible.
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
new beginnings
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Back at it!
Have been working out more lately. Tonight I feel wonderful, full of energy and ready for more!
My goal is...to have a sixpack by summer, killer legs (not that I don't have them now ;) ), and in better health.
Overall, I have been getting into the workout routine. Back in the day meaning before college, I used to be a dancer in my high school, dance ballet, and compete in step aerobics. Burning about 2500 calories a day. My body was pure muscle and very minimal fat. Yow! I can always brag about that. Gives me the motivation today to keep it up. GO ME!!!
Friday is a big day for me...I get my new 8 week old pup. :) She's adorable!!
I will be posting pictures of her soon. The moment I held her in my arms I fell in love. Her new bed awaits, blankiiie, toys, and LOVE. She will be my little angel. Her parents are pure bred Miniature Doberman Pinchers. I met her dad over the weekend...GORGEOUS male. Bright coat, perfect trimmed ears and over all a lovely dog! She comes from a generation of AKC Champions.
This little one will be spoiled!
minXXX
My goal is...to have a sixpack by summer, killer legs (not that I don't have them now ;) ), and in better health.
Overall, I have been getting into the workout routine. Back in the day meaning before college, I used to be a dancer in my high school, dance ballet, and compete in step aerobics. Burning about 2500 calories a day. My body was pure muscle and very minimal fat. Yow! I can always brag about that. Gives me the motivation today to keep it up. GO ME!!!
Friday is a big day for me...I get my new 8 week old pup. :) She's adorable!!
I will be posting pictures of her soon. The moment I held her in my arms I fell in love. Her new bed awaits, blankiiie, toys, and LOVE. She will be my little angel. Her parents are pure bred Miniature Doberman Pinchers. I met her dad over the weekend...GORGEOUS male. Bright coat, perfect trimmed ears and over all a lovely dog! She comes from a generation of AKC Champions.
This little one will be spoiled!
minXXX
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12:04 AM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Not feeling creative today...
I had no clever title for today's post, so bite me!
Have been working out and my entire body aches. My thighs, tummy, arms, back...need I go on??
Anyway, so I locked my keys in my car on St. Patrick's day at J's house and AAA came that night. Not only we had to provide the jerk with a flash light, but he had a nasty attitude and to make matters worse, he scratched the interior of my new car. :(
That delayed our night and J's friend came down from Boyton Beach.
Now we are waiting for the supervisor to call back and send a worker to inspect my car to write a check for damages.
I have a meeting in 10 minutes, so this is a short one :)
minXXX
Have been working out and my entire body aches. My thighs, tummy, arms, back...need I go on??
Anyway, so I locked my keys in my car on St. Patrick's day at J's house and AAA came that night. Not only we had to provide the jerk with a flash light, but he had a nasty attitude and to make matters worse, he scratched the interior of my new car. :(
That delayed our night and J's friend came down from Boyton Beach.
Now we are waiting for the supervisor to call back and send a worker to inspect my car to write a check for damages.
I have a meeting in 10 minutes, so this is a short one :)
minXXX
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5:38 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Word of the Day
Entry Word: incompetent
Function: adjective
Text: lacking qualities (as knowledge, skill, or ability) required to do a job
Synonyms incapable, inept, inexpert, unfit, unqualified, unskilled, unskillful
Related Words ineffective, ineffectual, inefficient; callow, green, inexperienced, raw; unequipped, unprepared, untrained; useless, worthless; ineligible; wanting
Yes, Yes, Yes...Unfortunately I still am dealing with State Farm.
I get a voice message inquiring about my change of vehicle on my policy. The woman who left a message, I have dealt with in the past. Nice girl, well spoken and seems to be the only one with a reasonable IQ.
I call back and speak to the girl at the switchboard.
Me: Hello, I'm calling you guys back regarding a message I just heard about my change of vehicle.
Girl: What's your name?
Me: blank blank
Girl: Do you know who called you?
Me: I'm sorry, I couldn't catch her name, and I erased my message.
Girl: OK, I will have to put you on hold.
two minutes pass
Girl: Since you cannot give us her name...(with a nasty attitude) You need to provide me with the exact verbage of her message so I can tell the other girls and get a more ACCURATE idea as to who called you...(mind you at this franchise, only 10 fucking secretaries work.)
Me: The person who called has a series of questions to ask me about me just having replaced one of the vehicles in the policy.
Girl: (with me on the line) Hey, did anyone call a blank blank today?? (Loud as fuck; Loud fucking Cuban)
To make this short...the chick who initially called was in the middle of all of this and then my name clicked a switch and she got on the phone. Unreal...the call back on my end was 5 minutes after.
How could have she forgotten my name? Why did the dumb bitch at the switchboard ask me specifics about my voice message to have a "better idea" as to who could have called? Why?
I have dealt with these assholes for two months now after my car accident. Bad news is Geico quoted me way high and I cannot afford it now. I'll have to wait 30 days to see if i can come up with the money. Geez!! Can I just be spoken to like a human being? Can I just have to spell my name once? Give my vin number ONCE?
Back to work...
minXXX
Function: adjective
Text: lacking qualities (as knowledge, skill, or ability) required to do a job
Synonyms incapable, inept, inexpert, unfit, unqualified, unskilled, unskillful
Related Words ineffective, ineffectual, inefficient; callow, green, inexperienced, raw; unequipped, unprepared, untrained; useless, worthless; ineligible; wanting
Yes, Yes, Yes...Unfortunately I still am dealing with State Farm.
I get a voice message inquiring about my change of vehicle on my policy. The woman who left a message, I have dealt with in the past. Nice girl, well spoken and seems to be the only one with a reasonable IQ.
I call back and speak to the girl at the switchboard.
Me: Hello, I'm calling you guys back regarding a message I just heard about my change of vehicle.
Girl: What's your name?
Me: blank blank
Girl: Do you know who called you?
Me: I'm sorry, I couldn't catch her name, and I erased my message.
Girl: OK, I will have to put you on hold.
two minutes pass
Girl: Since you cannot give us her name...(with a nasty attitude) You need to provide me with the exact verbage of her message so I can tell the other girls and get a more ACCURATE idea as to who called you...(mind you at this franchise, only 10 fucking secretaries work.)
Me: The person who called has a series of questions to ask me about me just having replaced one of the vehicles in the policy.
Girl: (with me on the line) Hey, did anyone call a blank blank today?? (Loud as fuck; Loud fucking Cuban)
To make this short...the chick who initially called was in the middle of all of this and then my name clicked a switch and she got on the phone. Unreal...the call back on my end was 5 minutes after.
How could have she forgotten my name? Why did the dumb bitch at the switchboard ask me specifics about my voice message to have a "better idea" as to who could have called? Why?
I have dealt with these assholes for two months now after my car accident. Bad news is Geico quoted me way high and I cannot afford it now. I'll have to wait 30 days to see if i can come up with the money. Geez!! Can I just be spoken to like a human being? Can I just have to spell my name once? Give my vin number ONCE?
Back to work...
minXXX
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1:25 PM
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
"Jen, thinks it isn't fair...
...that I don't really care, if she likes me or not!!!"
Went to see Less than Jake with J last night. OMG!!! my legs are numb, my calfs are soar, my voice was gone. Good time...that's how you rock on at a fucking show!!
Rogerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! What an amazing bassist. He and Chris kept making funny faces at us. We were right there in front of the stage. :)
minXXX
Went to see Less than Jake with J last night. OMG!!! my legs are numb, my calfs are soar, my voice was gone. Good time...that's how you rock on at a fucking show!!
Rogerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! What an amazing bassist. He and Chris kept making funny faces at us. We were right there in front of the stage. :)
minXXX
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11:33 AM
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
SellOut
Yes, I've sold this thing out for a while now. I am super busy...running there, here and have not been able to gather my thoughts.
Also, I just came back from Jersey on business. Did I mention it's a tad cold up there. Well in that case...ITS FUCKING COLD UP NORTH.
When I got back to good ol hot Miami...I laughed at the people who thought 55 degrees was cold.
Anyway....got to run. Finishing up here at work
take care ya'll
minXXX
Also, I just came back from Jersey on business. Did I mention it's a tad cold up there. Well in that case...ITS FUCKING COLD UP NORTH.
When I got back to good ol hot Miami...I laughed at the people who thought 55 degrees was cold.
Anyway....got to run. Finishing up here at work
take care ya'll
minXXX
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7:26 PM
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Friday, February 17, 2006
"People = Shit"
Frustration
Dealing with insurance companies can give you an ulcer and can make you want to strangle someone with your bare hands until their face turns blue and their heart stops beating.
Mood: frustrated, angry, dissapointed
Reason: Rebecca Del Brey, Statefarm agent.
All I want is to fix my rear bumper and have Statefarm take care of my rental. But I have been spoken over, hung up on, and treated down-right like a pile of shit. Hopefully when I come back from my business trip in two weeks I am able to fix my car and change over to Geico.
Mood: frustrated, angry, dissapointed
Reason: Rebecca Del Brey, Statefarm agent.
All I want is to fix my rear bumper and have Statefarm take care of my rental. But I have been spoken over, hung up on, and treated down-right like a pile of shit. Hopefully when I come back from my business trip in two weeks I am able to fix my car and change over to Geico.
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5:02 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentine's Day!
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12:51 PM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
"Priceless"
Thursday, February 09, 2006
At work
I've abandoned my blog. Bad girl!
Not that i chose to, but it has been a very busy week with work and doctor's appointments. Speaking of which, I was not happy today with a result of one of them :(
Anyway, more later kids...gotta go for a meeting!
minXXX
Not that i chose to, but it has been a very busy week with work and doctor's appointments. Speaking of which, I was not happy today with a result of one of them :(
Anyway, more later kids...gotta go for a meeting!
minXXX
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5:40 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Sexually Stimulated
Just got back from eating dinner with my Irish Man. He drives me crazy in a good way. I crave his skin...I want to taste every inch of his being. Hmmm, the things you do to me...
Tomorrow I will await his arrival home and I will lay on his bed with my pink teddy and his favorite pink G-String...I want him to take off my cute little outfit slowly with his teeth.
How I ache for his touch tonight.
minXXX
Tomorrow I will await his arrival home and I will lay on his bed with my pink teddy and his favorite pink G-String...I want him to take off my cute little outfit slowly with his teeth.
How I ache for his touch tonight.
minXXX
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11:12 PM
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Early Night
Yesterday I was running around with my best friend Dre. Trying to get a quote to fix the damages on my car. I had gotten into a car accident about 3 weeks ago. The insurance of the girl who hit me is waiting for it so they can cut a check. Besides the rear bumper getting replaced, the dude will also fix the dents and scratches on my car from the hurricanes for no extra cost. It is about time. I love my car. It's a 2003 Civic EX, Silver, and black interior.
I want my car to look brand spanking new again. Then my boyfriend is going to add tint, he wants my car to have a nice stereo system, and an alarm system. Can't wait.
My kids were not behaving good yesterday. I had to pull one aside and tell him how he was dissapointing me by not working and by disrupting the rest of the students who were working. He then apologized and asked if I can work with him one on one. I said yes, so we took the back desk and chair and he worked wonderfully. With that and me supervising the other teachers was a handful for me. At one point I blacked out...I was cold and clammy. I had to rush to my office and sit for a minute. My boyfriend was worried because I sent him a text message. Such a baby I am...
So one of the mom's gave me advil and took two. The headache went away.
At 8 pm I was worth shit. My head was pumping so hard. I took one vicodin and that knocked me out.
Today, I feel the after shock in my little head and completely drained. Going for a walk now. Just had cereal and yogurt.
more later kids...
minXXX
I want my car to look brand spanking new again. Then my boyfriend is going to add tint, he wants my car to have a nice stereo system, and an alarm system. Can't wait.
My kids were not behaving good yesterday. I had to pull one aside and tell him how he was dissapointing me by not working and by disrupting the rest of the students who were working. He then apologized and asked if I can work with him one on one. I said yes, so we took the back desk and chair and he worked wonderfully. With that and me supervising the other teachers was a handful for me. At one point I blacked out...I was cold and clammy. I had to rush to my office and sit for a minute. My boyfriend was worried because I sent him a text message. Such a baby I am...
So one of the mom's gave me advil and took two. The headache went away.
At 8 pm I was worth shit. My head was pumping so hard. I took one vicodin and that knocked me out.
Today, I feel the after shock in my little head and completely drained. Going for a walk now. Just had cereal and yogurt.
more later kids...
minXXX
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11:18 AM
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Starting Over
It's been been 5 months and about 20 some-odd days later...
I feel wonderful...cared for...loved unconditionally.
Finally I feel my life untangling in ways I never knew were possible. I used to think love was suppose to hurt...that it was normal to feel miserable. Wrong, I was.
Three years ago, in the middle of turmoil, chaos, sadness, I had a close friend tell me "Naysla, love is not suppose to hurt. I have never been in love like you, but you have to hear me out...Love is not suppose to hurt."
You are right Celimar. You are so right. Now I thank you for pointing the obvious to me. I guess I knew something was wrong, but never wanted to admit to it in fear of losing the person I truly loved, or thought I loved.
"I don't live on the expectations of having children" Then and there I knew he wasn't for me. All my life I wished in having at least two babies. I always had that nurturing motherly nature. When I am with my students I feel nothing but love and dedication to teach them. I want the same when I become a mommy.
Anyway, I digress. Love isn't suppose to hurt, make you feel scared, insecure, and sad. Love is communication, love, patience, and trust. Those of which I never had with Mark. You live and learn. I still wish the best for him. He did teach me some good things. Things I will always thank him for. So I will take the time now...Thank You :)
Today I feel happy, full of energy to be the best partner for you my handsome Irish Man. You understand me, you listen to me, you care for my feelings, but most important of all, you love me. And I love you. I am ready to fight with you, have your back through thick and thin.
Our house in Palm Coast: $300,000
My Land Rover: $84,000
Your Entertainment Center: ~$20,000
Our Love: priceless
Cheesy? Yes
Do I care? FUCK NO!!!
Because when anyone experiences what I feel now, you too will say cheesy things like this.
Have a wonderful day.
~minXXX(your naughty little school teacher)
I feel wonderful...cared for...loved unconditionally.
Finally I feel my life untangling in ways I never knew were possible. I used to think love was suppose to hurt...that it was normal to feel miserable. Wrong, I was.
Three years ago, in the middle of turmoil, chaos, sadness, I had a close friend tell me "Naysla, love is not suppose to hurt. I have never been in love like you, but you have to hear me out...Love is not suppose to hurt."
You are right Celimar. You are so right. Now I thank you for pointing the obvious to me. I guess I knew something was wrong, but never wanted to admit to it in fear of losing the person I truly loved, or thought I loved.
"I don't live on the expectations of having children" Then and there I knew he wasn't for me. All my life I wished in having at least two babies. I always had that nurturing motherly nature. When I am with my students I feel nothing but love and dedication to teach them. I want the same when I become a mommy.
Anyway, I digress. Love isn't suppose to hurt, make you feel scared, insecure, and sad. Love is communication, love, patience, and trust. Those of which I never had with Mark. You live and learn. I still wish the best for him. He did teach me some good things. Things I will always thank him for. So I will take the time now...Thank You :)
Today I feel happy, full of energy to be the best partner for you my handsome Irish Man. You understand me, you listen to me, you care for my feelings, but most important of all, you love me. And I love you. I am ready to fight with you, have your back through thick and thin.
Our house in Palm Coast: $300,000
My Land Rover: $84,000
Your Entertainment Center: ~$20,000
Our Love: priceless
Cheesy? Yes
Do I care? FUCK NO!!!
Because when anyone experiences what I feel now, you too will say cheesy things like this.
Have a wonderful day.
~minXXX(your naughty little school teacher)
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12:00 PM
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Good Time
The gentleman caller in the blue suede shoes
He don't know what to do
He just wants to look good for me
So he rushes in to tell me what he did today
but he can't think of what to say
I think I'll listen anyway.
He doesn't want to fall apart
I watch him as he stutters over what to say
It's just a little game I play
It's no easier for me some days
I wish I could tell him it'll be okay
But I feel a little shy these days
Cause everybody goes away
I just want to have a good time
Just like everybody else
I don't want to fall apart this time
I can look into your eyes and see the mess we're in
Well darling, if it's shit came out
Then I suppose that it's shit went in
Even though I couldn't say I've been the places that you've been
You know he made my heart real strong
Even if he made my head real thin
I want to have a good time
Just like everybody
And I don't want to fall apart
I just want have a good time
Just like everybody else
"And I don't want to fall apart this time
So would you please invite me in
I really love the red haired girls
I'm just another boy from texas
Come on and take a spin
I got a brand new set of wings"
He don't know what to do
He just wants to look good for me
So he rushes in to tell me what he did today
but he can't think of what to say
I think I'll listen anyway.
He doesn't want to fall apart
I watch him as he stutters over what to say
It's just a little game I play
It's no easier for me some days
I wish I could tell him it'll be okay
But I feel a little shy these days
Cause everybody goes away
I just want to have a good time
Just like everybody else
I don't want to fall apart this time
I can look into your eyes and see the mess we're in
Well darling, if it's shit came out
Then I suppose that it's shit went in
Even though I couldn't say I've been the places that you've been
You know he made my heart real strong
Even if he made my head real thin
I want to have a good time
Just like everybody
And I don't want to fall apart
I just want have a good time
Just like everybody else
"And I don't want to fall apart this time
So would you please invite me in
I really love the red haired girls
I'm just another boy from texas
Come on and take a spin
I got a brand new set of wings"
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11:33 AM
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Monday, January 23, 2006
New Beginnings
Not working at the job I was at. I am so glad. That place was poinsoning me little by little.
Now, taking a break from work and just tutoring part time. I definately want my class now. Start off with 1st grade.
Was not feeling too hot this weekend. The muscle relaxers my Chiropractor gave me put me to sleep.
Just got home from J's. Cleaned his place a bit. Men! Geez.
Anyway, gotta go and will post some more soon.
minXXX
Now, taking a break from work and just tutoring part time. I definately want my class now. Start off with 1st grade.
Was not feeling too hot this weekend. The muscle relaxers my Chiropractor gave me put me to sleep.
Just got home from J's. Cleaned his place a bit. Men! Geez.
Anyway, gotta go and will post some more soon.
minXXX
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2:29 PM
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
ScreeeeeeeeTCH...
...BAM!
I got into a car accident this morning as I was approaching the Florida Turnpike North Bound to go to work.
As I stand at a complete stop on a red light, I see a car approaching at a rather fast pace. The car hydroplated against mine...the impact was pretty ruff. I didn't want to look at the back of my Civic. I was afraid of what I was going to see. WOW!!! Hondas are strong motherfuckers. Only a dent and a few scratches. Still sucks, I love my car, but I am fine. Back is soar, legs are soar... :(
Oh yeah, a teenager girl was driving and had all her "thugged out" buddies in her car. I bet she felt stupid. But I felt bad for the little girl. She was nervous and kept asking me what she could do for me. Nothing girl! You are a fucking baby!! (didn't tell her that), what she wanted was for me to get her license plate number and call insurance companies after....hahahahahah, I said "NO DARLING WE ARE WAITING FOR THE COPS. JUST SIT IN YOUR CAR AND RELAX" There was no way in hell I was going to do that. My car is damaged and I have seen people get screwed over by leaving the scene. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
The police came took my information, looked at my records, registration, etc...The girl got a ticket. I was free to go. Next step is to call the insurance companies and get my Civic fixed.
Back to work. Gonna take some pics of my car too.
I got into a car accident this morning as I was approaching the Florida Turnpike North Bound to go to work.
As I stand at a complete stop on a red light, I see a car approaching at a rather fast pace. The car hydroplated against mine...the impact was pretty ruff. I didn't want to look at the back of my Civic. I was afraid of what I was going to see. WOW!!! Hondas are strong motherfuckers. Only a dent and a few scratches. Still sucks, I love my car, but I am fine. Back is soar, legs are soar... :(
Oh yeah, a teenager girl was driving and had all her "thugged out" buddies in her car. I bet she felt stupid. But I felt bad for the little girl. She was nervous and kept asking me what she could do for me. Nothing girl! You are a fucking baby!! (didn't tell her that), what she wanted was for me to get her license plate number and call insurance companies after....hahahahahah, I said "NO DARLING WE ARE WAITING FOR THE COPS. JUST SIT IN YOUR CAR AND RELAX" There was no way in hell I was going to do that. My car is damaged and I have seen people get screwed over by leaving the scene. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
The police came took my information, looked at my records, registration, etc...The girl got a ticket. I was free to go. Next step is to call the insurance companies and get my Civic fixed.
Back to work. Gonna take some pics of my car too.
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11:01 AM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
More of my thoughts from the Past 24 Hours...
... Is it eradicating evil? Or are we like children, left alone in the house at night, who light candle after candle to keep away the darkness. We don’t see that the darkness has a purpose – though we may not understand it – and so, in our terror, we end up burning down the house!
... Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
...The best proof of love is trust.
minXXX
... Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
...The best proof of love is trust.
minXXX
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9:27 AM
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Monday, January 16, 2006
My Weekend update:
Friday: Cooked dinner for Mom, Dad, and J. Mashed potatoes from scratch, Chicken breasts, Salad, Rice. Turned out good. Of course, I rock as a cook!
Saturday: Spent the night over J's. He bought the new Dave Chapelle's stand up DVD. Run don't walk to go grab it. T'was funny as shit. OMG!
Sunday: Woke up, had breakfast at Dennys. We spend at least 2.5 hours there. The place was packed. We wanted to have Mexican food for dinner, but we were stuffed from breakfast. What are you going to do right? No dinner yesterday.
Monday: Back to work. Fun! NOT.
Is it Friday yet? NO? Damn!
minXXX
Saturday: Spent the night over J's. He bought the new Dave Chapelle's stand up DVD. Run don't walk to go grab it. T'was funny as shit. OMG!
Sunday: Woke up, had breakfast at Dennys. We spend at least 2.5 hours there. The place was packed. We wanted to have Mexican food for dinner, but we were stuffed from breakfast. What are you going to do right? No dinner yesterday.
Monday: Back to work. Fun! NOT.
Is it Friday yet? NO? Damn!
minXXX
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4:05 PM
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Friday, January 13, 2006
"Awake"
Shake dreams from your hair
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day's divinity
First thing you see.
A vast radiant beach in a cool jeweled moon
Couples naked race down by it's quiet side
And we laugh like soft, mad children
Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy
The music and voices are all around us.
Choose they croon the Ancient Ones
The time has come again
Choose now, they croon
Beneath the moon
Beside an ancient lake
Enter again the sweet forest
Enter the hot dream
Come with us
Everything is broken up and dances.
by: Jim Morrison (The Poet, my husband in Heaven)
~minXXX
My pretty child, my sweet one.
Choose the day and choose the sign of your day
The day's divinity
First thing you see.
A vast radiant beach in a cool jeweled moon
Couples naked race down by it's quiet side
And we laugh like soft, mad children
Smug in the wooly cotton brains of infancy
The music and voices are all around us.
Choose they croon the Ancient Ones
The time has come again
Choose now, they croon
Beneath the moon
Beside an ancient lake
Enter again the sweet forest
Enter the hot dream
Come with us
Everything is broken up and dances.
by: Jim Morrison (The Poet, my husband in Heaven)
~minXXX
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11:50 AM
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Blue Thursday
It has been a very blue day today. Not to mention the weather is a bit overcast. His grandma feels better (thank Goodness), work has been a bit slow (thank Goodness), and I have two and a half hours left to go home and have my 5 o'clock "tea". Tea you ask? Well if you don't know, too bad.
"I'm a stoner babyyyyyyyy so why don't you kill me!!!"
J and I rode together since I spent the night at his place. It was nice, we had dinner (he cooked), watched Family Guy, had one adult beverage, had "tea", and then well, went to bed. We were so fn exhausted last night. My back hurts, my legs hurt, I think it is this stupid chair I sit 7 hours a day at work. It is nice to wake up in his arms. Awwww yeah yeah cheesy, but hey at least I have someone to love and that loves me back. It feels nice. I really don't see myself with another man. Yes we drive eachother crazy at times, but who doesn't? We manage to find common ground and we are fine.
Till next time kids,
minXXX
"I'm a stoner babyyyyyyyy so why don't you kill me!!!"
J and I rode together since I spent the night at his place. It was nice, we had dinner (he cooked), watched Family Guy, had one adult beverage, had "tea", and then well, went to bed. We were so fn exhausted last night. My back hurts, my legs hurt, I think it is this stupid chair I sit 7 hours a day at work. It is nice to wake up in his arms. Awwww yeah yeah cheesy, but hey at least I have someone to love and that loves me back. It feels nice. I really don't see myself with another man. Yes we drive eachother crazy at times, but who doesn't? We manage to find common ground and we are fine.
Till next time kids,
minXXX
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2:40 PM
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Future Events
I'm sitting here at work and all I can think about is my next day off. Well, J and I have tickets to Less than Jake for Friday March 3rd and Thrice for Sunday February 26th. Cannot wait. We are taking Friday 3/3 off and Monday 2/26 off.
As soon as Flogging Molly has tickets for sale, we are purchasing right away. Flogging Molly is an irish band. They fucking rock.
On our last roadtrip to St. Augustine, I introduced the band to him. Since he is of Irish background, I thought he'd get a kick out of it...well, he did, in fact he loves these dudes.
Ok, back to work. :(
minXXX
As soon as Flogging Molly has tickets for sale, we are purchasing right away. Flogging Molly is an irish band. They fucking rock.
On our last roadtrip to St. Augustine, I introduced the band to him. Since he is of Irish background, I thought he'd get a kick out of it...well, he did, in fact he loves these dudes.
Ok, back to work. :(
minXXX
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2:25 PM
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
"You are fucking around"...
Monday, January 09, 2006
Afternoon "Rape"
Friday, January 06, 2006
It's no wonder I feel Hot and Bothered...
Naughty Night
I walk into my bedroom and see you lying naked before me. Gazing at your flesh with a hunger I've never felt before, I will walk around you, with evil intentions in my heart. I want to covet your flesh like never before. And I will... I will stand before you hard and erect. Reaching over you I will take your hands and bind them together with a soft, satin scarf. Laying your head down on the pillow I will place you in the center of the bed, to begin your torture.
Perfect Circle will be playing in the background. Dark music with sexual overtones will fill the room. Urges will be strong, and desire will be exploited. I will satiate my hunger by blindfolding you to enhance your sensitivity. Your hands now tied and your vision non-existent, I will kiss you…breathing your breath and tasting your passion with animal lust and overwhelming love.
Kneeling on the bed I will enjoy your naked form. Pausing to appreciate every inch of your sensuality I shutter with anticipation as the game has now begun. Caressing your breasts with my tongue I will circle each nipple with a teasing, flickering motion while massaging the other and tasting your sex.
Applying some KY to my index finger I will slowly mead your flesh while my cock rises to attention. Finding my way down your chest with my tongue, I will embark on the slow journey towards your heaven, my Eden. Running my tongue south I focus on your inner thighs. Lovingly biting and teasing the skin, I will not approach your carnal treasure at first; instead I will make you beg me for release.
You are my slave this night. You will do my bidding and you will release your worries and fears with every whimper and every scream. Continuing my assault on your inner thighs, I will find my way down your right thigh, and place my tongue lightly on your clit. Licking you with the tip of my tongue, I will be gentle, for a while.
Licking your labia, back and forth, I run my tongue over your hot spot, feeling you squirm and alter your leg position. Licking my index finger, I then apply some KY lotion. I watch it drip onto your hot, pulsating mound and smile. Each drop that falls seems to cause a chain reaction. You can feel the hot liquid on your treasure as I smear it around, and tease your clit with my middle finger.
I lower myself and slowly insert my index finger deep inside you. Moving it around, I massage your clit with my thumb. Speeding the pace I feel you shudder and move. She likes her torture so far, and it’s time to change the mood.
Inserting a second finger, much more slowly this time, I push into you, as I run my tongue over your clit. Feeling you widen your legs I speed up my pace. Growing to a furious, blurring speed I finger fuck you hard, and deep. You moan softly and for this you must be punished.
Pounding you with my fingers, I enjoy watching your face contort. The pleasure creates the escape we so desperately crave. I slow my finger assault and pull out of you watching you wince. Feeding you. I am rock hard now and ready for the fun to begin.
Kneeling over your chest I place my cock in front of your lips. “Open your hot little mouth” is all you hear. You obey. I insert the head just past your lips and let go. Allowing you to please me with your tongue for several minutes. I hold the headboard and begin to fuck your mouth harder and deeper. You gag at first, so I slow the pace, but maintain the passion.
“Oh my God it feels so good!” I mutter to myself. Watching you lavish my cock with saliva and lick the sides and base. I’m beside myself, approaching eruption, so I pull away. You smile and lick your lips. I am so in love with you, it feels so right.
I calm myself and lower my position. Placing my cock at the entrance of your love, I push it deep inside you and begin. Deeper and deeper I go. Alternating motions, left to right, raising and lowering again and again, to locate the spot that sets you on fire.
Thrusting harder and faster, I exit you suddenly and motion you to lower your hands. Untying them I then remove your blindfold. The darkness becomes light, as I motion you on your knees. Entering you hard you wince and then find our rhythm together. The motion becomes euphoric, as I become one, again, and again.
Nearing a climax I pull out and motion you on your back once again. I begin to rub the base of my cock on you as I fall to my side and motion you closer. Rubbing commences, as I know how much you love it. We hold each other tight as we find the connection and exploit it.
Reaching over me you straddle my chest and move downward. Rubbing yourself I can hear your light whimpers as I take your nipples into my mouth. The motion and pace become faster and harder. You find the tip of my cock and press into me with passion.
Thrusting deep inside you I feel you raising and dropping yourself down to meet up thrusts.
The pleasure is overwhelming at this point. My head is hazy and I can feel an eruption approaching. I continue thrusting until I cannot take it anymore. Pushing you onto your side I fall onto my knees stroking my cock towards you. Stroking myself and looking into your eyes as you play with yourself, I spew all over your tummy and other forbidden places. Soaking you with what feels like a never-ending stream of intense erotic release, I place my cock between your legs as I hold your ankles and proceed with “The Rub”.
Rubbing my sensitive cock’s base on your pussy, I feel the release and look deep into your eyes. The love I have for you is indescribable. The passion I feel for you cannot be measured by conventional standards. You are my dark angel, my naughty little girl, and the fantasy I always dreamed of.
With love,
J.
Mood: Frisky, Hot, Bothered
minXXX
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12:38 PM
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Imagination
I close my eyes
Open my thighs
Let my body rise
And imagine
My senses reel
I touch and feel
Squirm and squeal
And imagine
The darkness waits
My body vibrates
I then begin to create
And imagine
Hands over me
Mouths kissing
Tongues probing
Fingers deep inside
I savor these sensations
Feeling pretend penetrations
Enduring multiple culminations
And imagine
Open my thighs
Let my body rise
And imagine
My senses reel
I touch and feel
Squirm and squeal
And imagine
The darkness waits
My body vibrates
I then begin to create
And imagine
Hands over me
Mouths kissing
Tongues probing
Fingers deep inside
I savor these sensations
Feeling pretend penetrations
Enduring multiple culminations
And imagine
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10:36 AM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
"You're a blessing in disguise"
Yesterday we placed my Brother's remains in his final resting place. It took us 5 years. But as he was being placed in the Church on the wall, where his ashes will rest, it gave me and of course my parents a sense of peace.
It still tore me apart staring at my parents as they tilted their heads down and having them burry their child, made me very emotional. Looking back at my past mistakes, it would be double the pain to have them do the same with me. Made me think.
minXXX
It still tore me apart staring at my parents as they tilted their heads down and having them burry their child, made me very emotional. Looking back at my past mistakes, it would be double the pain to have them do the same with me. Made me think.
minXXX
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9:30 AM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
J.J. Jr.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
minXXX's Thoughts
Looking back, may I be filled with gratitude;
Looking forward, may I be filled with hope;
Looking upward, may I be aware of strength;
Looking inward, may I find peace.
I will find a reason to celebrate today.
I will find a moment to reflect on my
abilities and talents and use them to
better the world.
Stay on level and you can reach the top.
I will make the most of today-
yesterday cannot be relieved and
tomorrow is uncertain.
I ask myself, If UFO's are looking for intelligent life
on Earth, how come they're keeping us in suspense???
Looking forward, may I be filled with hope;
Looking upward, may I be aware of strength;
Looking inward, may I find peace.
I will find a reason to celebrate today.
I will find a moment to reflect on my
abilities and talents and use them to
better the world.
Stay on level and you can reach the top.
I will make the most of today-
yesterday cannot be relieved and
tomorrow is uncertain.
I ask myself, If UFO's are looking for intelligent life
on Earth, how come they're keeping us in suspense???
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1:16 PM
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The Top 1000 Counters Of 33403 Users...
...and I was ranked 712 of most read blogs, OMG!!! I am pleasantly surprised and I feel special.
minXXX
minXXX
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8:54 AM
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Friday, December 30, 2005
I...
"It's funny how we can be the best of friends,...
...yet 'hate' eachother as lovers."
So what we made clear and agreed on was to be the friends we were a year ago.
I feel good. I feel content. :)
minXXX
So what we made clear and agreed on was to be the friends we were a year ago.
I feel good. I feel content. :)
minXXX
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9:21 AM
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Yow!
The only man that does it for me in leather pants, and I seriously doubt any other man will.
Damn, I am living in the wrong era. I would give anything to have lived in the 60's and early 70's. I was born in 79, but it doesn't count.
He's so hot! Makes me wanna bite my lip...wait, I am...
minXXX
Damn, I am living in the wrong era. I would give anything to have lived in the 60's and early 70's. I was born in 79, but it doesn't count.
He's so hot! Makes me wanna bite my lip...wait, I am...
minXXX
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8:15 AM
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FSU Football Player Accused Of Rape
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. -- A Florida State University football player was questioned by Hollywood police, accused in an alleged rape early Thursday morning.
No charges have been filed, but the allegation is under investigation.
"The detectives are talking to all of the witnesses. So far what we have is an open investigation," Detective Carlos Negron said. "It's an allegation of a sexual assault. As soon as we get other information, we'll let you know."
The 19-year-old alleged victim claims that AJ Nicholson, a senior on the team and widely considered as one of the nation's top college linebackers, attacked her at the Westin Diplomat Resort and Spa.
The FSU football team is in town for the Orange Bowl, and players are staying at the Diplomat.
Coach Bobby Bowden said Nicholson will not be playing in the game on Jan. 3 against Penn State.
"AJ Nicholson will be sent home and be suspended from this ballgame for violating a team rule or policy. That's about all I have to say about it," Bowden said.
Police said Nicholson is cooperating with investigators and he came to the police department voluntarily. The alleged victim is an acquaintance of Nicholson.
"He came here, gave a statement. We let him go -- no probable cause to arrest him," Negron said.
The football player refused to talk to reporters Thursday, but told an NBC 6 photojournalist off camera that this is a misunderstanding and he is upset over the negative attention it is bringing to him, his family and his team.
~Damn! :(~
No charges have been filed, but the allegation is under investigation.
"The detectives are talking to all of the witnesses. So far what we have is an open investigation," Detective Carlos Negron said. "It's an allegation of a sexual assault. As soon as we get other information, we'll let you know."
The 19-year-old alleged victim claims that AJ Nicholson, a senior on the team and widely considered as one of the nation's top college linebackers, attacked her at the Westin Diplomat Resort and Spa.
The FSU football team is in town for the Orange Bowl, and players are staying at the Diplomat.
Coach Bobby Bowden said Nicholson will not be playing in the game on Jan. 3 against Penn State.
"AJ Nicholson will be sent home and be suspended from this ballgame for violating a team rule or policy. That's about all I have to say about it," Bowden said.
Police said Nicholson is cooperating with investigators and he came to the police department voluntarily. The alleged victim is an acquaintance of Nicholson.
"He came here, gave a statement. We let him go -- no probable cause to arrest him," Negron said.
The football player refused to talk to reporters Thursday, but told an NBC 6 photojournalist off camera that this is a misunderstanding and he is upset over the negative attention it is bringing to him, his family and his team.
~Damn! :(~
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8:01 AM
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Men
I was browsing for some interesting philosophical quotes and my intention was not to post these, but I couldn't resist...
Ladies, keep this in mind when having men issues, k?
Anna Garlin Spencer:
The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that either the man or the woman thus deeply bound in lifelong friendship who seeks marriage must find a still rarer man or woman to wed, to make such a three cornered comradeship a permanent success.
Betty Friedan:
Men weren't really the enemy -- they were fellow victims suffering from an outmoded masculine mystique that made them feel unnecessarily inadequate when there were no bears to kill.
Gloria Steinem:
I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine marriage and a career.
Helen Rowland:
Never trust a husband too far, nor a bachelor too near.
Katharine Hepburn:
Sometimes I wonder if men and women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door and just visit now and then. (I love this one)
Katharine Hepburn:
If you want to sacrifice the admiration of many men for the criticism of one, go ahead, get married.
Margaret Thatcher:
If you want anything said, ask a man. If you want something done, ask a woman.
Rita Mae Brown:
If the world were a logical place, men would ride side saddle.
Robert A. Heinlein:
Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.
Robert Frost:
A diplomat is a man who always remembers a woman's birthday but never remembers her age.
Virginia Woolf:
Why are women ... so much more interesting to men than men are to women?(Another good one)
...
If I don't post anything else here as of tomorrow...I want to wish all of my readers and fellow bloggers a Happy New Year! See you all in 2006.
Best wishes to all! Going to St. Augustine for the entire weekend with JOM. Cannot wait!
Smooches!
minXXX ;)
Ladies, keep this in mind when having men issues, k?
Anna Garlin Spencer:
The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that either the man or the woman thus deeply bound in lifelong friendship who seeks marriage must find a still rarer man or woman to wed, to make such a three cornered comradeship a permanent success.
Betty Friedan:
Men weren't really the enemy -- they were fellow victims suffering from an outmoded masculine mystique that made them feel unnecessarily inadequate when there were no bears to kill.
Gloria Steinem:
I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine marriage and a career.
Helen Rowland:
Never trust a husband too far, nor a bachelor too near.
Katharine Hepburn:
Sometimes I wonder if men and women really suit each other. Perhaps they should live next door and just visit now and then. (I love this one)
Katharine Hepburn:
If you want to sacrifice the admiration of many men for the criticism of one, go ahead, get married.
Margaret Thatcher:
If you want anything said, ask a man. If you want something done, ask a woman.
Rita Mae Brown:
If the world were a logical place, men would ride side saddle.
Robert A. Heinlein:
Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.
Robert Frost:
A diplomat is a man who always remembers a woman's birthday but never remembers her age.
Virginia Woolf:
Why are women ... so much more interesting to men than men are to women?(Another good one)
...
If I don't post anything else here as of tomorrow...I want to wish all of my readers and fellow bloggers a Happy New Year! See you all in 2006.
Best wishes to all! Going to St. Augustine for the entire weekend with JOM. Cannot wait!
Smooches!
minXXX ;)
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3:58 PM
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
This is sad
Workers Find Car In Canal With Body Inside
MIAMI GARDENS, Fla. -- A car was pulled from a canal Tuesday afternoon with the remains of a human body inside.
A public works crew found the car at 179th Street and Northwest 39th Avenue in Miami Gardens.
Police believe the car had been submerged in the canal for several months and said the body inside was unrecognizable.
"They were cleaning out the canal and they pulled out a whole bunch of garbage cans and stuff, and then that's when they noticed the car," resident Maripza said.
Maripza told NBC 6 she looked on with curiosity as a dive team for Miami-Dade police searched the canal.
"As they pulled the car out, a shoe came up and we went close so we could see, and we saw that it was a whole foot, bones inside the shoe," Maripza said.
Police said they found a badly decomposed body inside the submerged Honda Civic.
"This situation, this was a suspicious vehicle, a lot of things inside. The divers went through it," Detective Juan del Castillo said. "It was hard to see inside the canal. They pulled the car, saw human remains. We don't know how long the car has been there. It's a 2000 Honda Civic, registered to someone in Miramar."
Police are trying to determine if the car ended up in the canal because of an accident or if foul play was involved.
Residents said they would not be surprised if someone racing along the roadway lost control and careened in the water.
"A lot of people speed up and down this highway and it's bound to happen," resident Marian Way said. "They drag race, don't stop for the stop sign, and there's really no guardrail to keep them from going in the lake. Since the hurricane, it's really dark on this street, so anything could happen."
The entire car and the body inside were transported to the medical examiner's office for further investigation.
MIAMI GARDENS, Fla. -- A car was pulled from a canal Tuesday afternoon with the remains of a human body inside.
A public works crew found the car at 179th Street and Northwest 39th Avenue in Miami Gardens.
Police believe the car had been submerged in the canal for several months and said the body inside was unrecognizable.
"They were cleaning out the canal and they pulled out a whole bunch of garbage cans and stuff, and then that's when they noticed the car," resident Maripza said.
Maripza told NBC 6 she looked on with curiosity as a dive team for Miami-Dade police searched the canal.
"As they pulled the car out, a shoe came up and we went close so we could see, and we saw that it was a whole foot, bones inside the shoe," Maripza said.
Police said they found a badly decomposed body inside the submerged Honda Civic.
"This situation, this was a suspicious vehicle, a lot of things inside. The divers went through it," Detective Juan del Castillo said. "It was hard to see inside the canal. They pulled the car, saw human remains. We don't know how long the car has been there. It's a 2000 Honda Civic, registered to someone in Miramar."
Police are trying to determine if the car ended up in the canal because of an accident or if foul play was involved.
Residents said they would not be surprised if someone racing along the roadway lost control and careened in the water.
"A lot of people speed up and down this highway and it's bound to happen," resident Marian Way said. "They drag race, don't stop for the stop sign, and there's really no guardrail to keep them from going in the lake. Since the hurricane, it's really dark on this street, so anything could happen."
The entire car and the body inside were transported to the medical examiner's office for further investigation.
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1:19 PM
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JOM
I will be right with you to help you heal. Just like you were when I was in need of a loved one.
Smooches luv...
minXXX
Smooches luv...
minXXX
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11:09 AM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Thank God!
Just spoke with my Cousin who came back from Colombia. Her procedures went well. Thank God! The prick that broke her heart and told her he wants nothing to do with the baby is from Turkey. If I ever come across this animal, I will knee him on the balls real good he will lose all sensitivity there for good. That'll show him. What was she thinking?!?! But it is all over now and she is fine. We are scheduled to meet for dinner on Thursday. But I think I will see her before. Love you Angie ;)
minXXX
minXXX
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4:23 PM
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Note to Myself
I will not let disappointments or unhappiness overwhelm me. I will accept that things do go wrong, but also look ahead to what I can make right.
"Middle age is when you'll do anything to feel better-- except give up what's hurting you."
Keep that in mind Middle Aged People!!
minXXX
"Middle age is when you'll do anything to feel better-- except give up what's hurting you."
Keep that in mind Middle Aged People!!
minXXX
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10:07 AM
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Back to Normal!!
After being in the hospital for almost a week, I feel wonderful being at work today. Glad to be back to "normalcy" (spell check ;) ).
It feels a bit strange, but nontheless, good.
Chatting with my boss and co-workers who are glad to see me . Awweee!!!
Ok, this will be a short post. I'll post some more later.
minXXX
It feels a bit strange, but nontheless, good.
Chatting with my boss and co-workers who are glad to see me . Awweee!!!
Ok, this will be a short post. I'll post some more later.
minXXX
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7:39 AM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
Merry Christmas to Everyone
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4:36 PM
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Ladies...
Last Night...
She was so sweet...I was sad, hurt, angry, but she calmed me down. We chatted about this and that, we went to the store to get some wine a few hors d'ouvres. Got back to her place and she started playing Sade, The Doors, a couple of songs from the soundtrack of The Lost Boys...Hmmm Vampires! We share this dark fascination with vampires and men like Chris Cornell and Dave Navarro...Yummy! Anyway... we drink, listen to music... she comes closer to me...she caresses my face, gives me a gentle kiss on my cheek. I was startled...and excited at the same time. She said, "you wanna?" I said, "yes". With music in the background we started to take our cloths off. Now, completely naked we were. Our heated bodies collide, feeling her breath on my neck, breasts, back...My tongue tasting her sweet skin..so soft, so hot. She's amazing. We orgasm together...we trembled together, we whimper and kiss....
I enjoyed my body last night with hers. It was quite a new thing for me. Exotic.
I love her body. Oh what it did. Her curves against my curves, hmmm, perfect fit I enjoyed to feel her spine , and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which I will again and again and again kiss her.
She made my night...my second lust...my girlfriend for years now...Celi.
lust n love ya doll ;)
minXXX
I enjoyed my body last night with hers. It was quite a new thing for me. Exotic.
I love her body. Oh what it did. Her curves against my curves, hmmm, perfect fit I enjoyed to feel her spine , and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which I will again and again and again kiss her.
She made my night...my second lust...my girlfriend for years now...Celi.
lust n love ya doll ;)
minXXX
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5:10 PM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Break :)
I'm taking a break from the blogging world. Just need to sort some things out. I will miss all of my readers. I'll visit (try anyway)
muahhhhhh
minXXX aka patti ;)
muahhhhhh
minXXX aka patti ;)
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9:01 PM
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Word of the Day
Drama. LOL, I'm going nuts over here!
minXXX
minXXX
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2:38 PM
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